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[ana isabel bailey]

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hehe, it is. she's just not one of those people that gets boundaries. haha, i can totally see you during that conversation. though if you want to freak her out you can point out that you're catholic now and the pope says you're not allowed, haha. not that anyone follows that rule... or that you're even really catholic since you were only enduring that for my sake.

just get it looked at, please? it might be fine anyway. not to mention you're going to need that wrist in another four years if you want to do your job. might as well get it out of the way now.

what? you asked. and yes, it does. so i guess you're not quite a yuppie, but you're pretty close. when are you free? i know you'll have to do a lot of packing and stuff.

you'd better not. it's not worth it anyway. not that i've tried it, i just know a lot of people who have. and you really are freaking out too much. i forgot i can't tell you anything like that.

well whatever. it is what it is. can't change the past, right?

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[jason andrew irving]

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well sometimes not having boundaries is a good thing. and yes, i'm sure you can see me and i'm sure you'd be laughing. not that i blame you, that would be really amusing to watch. nah, they probably just figured i was too impatient to sit around and i started running again. which i need to do.

it's fine. really, it is. i can deal with a little aching, i already have to anyways. a little more isn't going to kill me. besides, i bought a brace like two weeks ago and between that and the drugs they gave me after the wreck and the surgeries or whatever i have them for, i'm fine.

=P psh you've never gone on a roadtrip with me, have you? it takes me twenty minutes to pack. i just roll up half of my closet and toss it in my suitcase. we can go anytime.

i was kidding. you are freaking out too much. ever since the beach party i can't joke about stuff like that with you =P and no, i'd rather you tell me so the next time i see your picture isn't in the newspaper in the obituaries. "local girl shot for witnessing drug deal." i bet that would be the headline.

i guess you're right about that, unfortunatly.

[ana isabel bailey]

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hmm, well i hope i'm never that way with my kids. though i probably will be, haha. oh yes, i'm laughing. hehe, what? you think you're fat?

why are you so stubborn? it was a lot easier to get you to do what i wanted when i was sleeping with you. =P but fine, whatever, i give up. you're impossible.

nooo, someone thought vegas was unclassy, haha. how do you guys do that though? it takes me at least a couple hours to get everything coordinated and all that. and i've seen your closet, you can't possibly fit half of your stuff in it. :)

sooo how's friday then?

well do you blame me? oh hush, you won't. and if you do i'll make sure it's a good one.

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[jason andrew irving]

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haha, yeah i can see you like that with your kids. and not yet, but if i keep laying around i will be.

i'm not stubborn, i just don't want to be sliced open again. it's really not all that fun. =P that may be true, but it doesn't mean i'm stubborn (:

i have enough clothes, so if i throw a bunch in my suitcase, it's always a lot more than what i need so i can get my outfits together on the day i'm wearing them. and since i'm going to see my parents, if i want to wear something twice, i wash it. or if i run out, i run down to the city. but on vacation, i just pack A LOT more than what i need. okay, not half...but you get my drift (:

friday sounds fantastic. ten thirty-ish? ooh that's early. oh well, early's good when you're house hunting.

it was just alcohol, even if it wasn't a little bit. besides, i had a reason to be drinking. i don't have a reason to be on crack. it's not like that was the first time i had any, either. i better not no matter how good it is =P that would make me veerrry sad ): haha

[ana isabel bailey]

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kill me if i ever am. =P but you'd be so adorable chubby. haha, just kidding.

they're not going to cut you open again over your wrist. and yes, you are. i just didn't know that until now because i had you wrapped around my finger. :)

hmm, well I guess your clothes are easier to match up than mine. i think packing's the only thing i'm ocd about.

sounds good... oh wait, make that saturday. dozer's getting neutered thursday and i pick him up on friday morning. pooorrr baby.

well i can't say much there since i used to drink with the best of them. though if you're talking about me, i'm not a decent reason for getting cirrhosis. well, nothing is, actually. awww, well that's sweet in a rather depressing way, haha. i'll try not to die then.

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um no. i couldn't kill you. haha. and no way. i like the way i look now. well, for the most part.

they could. it depends on where it's broken and how well - or not - it's healing. you know my luck, so they'd have to. and believe me, you still do =D haha

as long as i have enough to wear and wear it in a not tacky way, i'm set.

aw poor dozer. well at least there's one thing i'll still be able to do better than him =P

no, technically speaking it was not you, it was completely me. you might have played a part but it was because of me and only me i was drinking. and if i hadn't gone to the beach party, i probably would still be. or i'd be dead, one of the two. and good. i don't want you to die, that would be too depressing.

[ana isabel bailey]

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well, my kids will have to take care of it then. i know i've considered it once or twice. =P and you oughta. you're sexy, at least when you're not wearing those yellow jeans...

oh quit being so smart. =P well, if sleeping with you will get you to have it looked at i guess i'll do what i have to do... haha, kiiiidding. unless that really will work because seriously, i want you to get it fixed.

well if you peed on everything i'd do the same to you, haha. and i think you were already winning in that category. :)

well, that's the first step then. and i didn't do anything aside from telling you the honest truth. i'm just glad you were willing to listen to me. if i'm not allowed to be dead you aren't either, haha.

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[jason andrew irving]

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hey, i like those yellow jeans. and i wasn't talking clothes-wise anyways =P

i'm sorry it's my major (: well now that you put it that way... haha no, kidding. though it might work. haha

well at least i was winning somewhere. i guess i just don't compare to a puppy.

i didn't really have a choice other than to listen to you =P and like i told you, it's going to happen. i'm not the most coordinated person to stay alive forever, hahaha. but i suppose that deal works for now =]

[ana isabel bailey]

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heh, go look in your closet. they kind of mysteriously disappeared when i was doing the laundry, quite a while back actually. and i meant without jeans all together. =P

well, you have my number, haha. i'll endure it if i must. :)

haha, nope, sorry. like i said, he's got that tongue. though you never chewed on my shoes...

well, i did sort of corner you. but i'm working on my substance abuse counseling certification, so you should have expected that one. and you know i hate you saying that so quit. you're alive for a reason. you'll probably live to be 107 just because god likes watching you trip over your own two feet.

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[jason andrew irving]

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heyyy! i liked those pants. i'm so getting a new pair when i'm in new york =P actually, i'll get six just to annoy you. hahaha. just you wait, when your favorite shoes disappear... =D

hah however tempting that is, i just can't do that. sorry =/

haha well if that would help, perhaps i'll try it when i go over on saturday. kiiiddding.

i suppose i did need it, anyways. it was only a matter of time until i went too far one way or another. hah, okay, so i'll either live to be 107 to entertain god or i'll die before i reach the age of thirty. that would be a very painful 107 years if nothing changes between now and then... haha. i guess i wouldn't have to worry about my house, i'd just end up having a permanent room in the hospital.

[ana isabel bailey]

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well you didn't miss them until now, haha. and you wouldn't dare to do either.

nah, i was just kidding. one night stands don't do anything for me anymore. they only work as a replacement for love so long as you don't know what love is. :(

haha, i do have some nice italian leather ones, if you'd like. i know you like italian food. :)

yes, you needed it. i still can't believe no one ever taught you how to drink. actually, i still can't believe you were drinking. but whatever. i'm just glad you stopped.

there there, i'm sure there will be plenty of cute nurses to take your mind off the pain, haha. and i seriously can't see you dead by 30. don't ask me why, you just don't strike me as the type to die young.

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[jason andrew irving]

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i just had too many clothes to realize they were missing. just wait until i get back...

now i feel bad again. well, still. everything comes back to what i did.

oh yes, italian is my favorite. shoe a la italiana. yummmm.

who was going to teach me to drink? i didn't know there was a right way to get yourself wasted. just see how fast you can kill your liver, that always seems like the best way to go. hah, well believe it. well i'm glad your glad. i mean, it's good you stopped me before i woke up with some girl i didn't know beside me. things would have only gotten worse from there.

oh yes, nurses a quarter of my age =P haha. really? i always figured i would since i spend half of my life in the hospital anyways. and even more so lately, but whatever. i'm alive now and i suppose that's what matters (:

[ana isabel bailey]

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where'd you even get those things? i mean, seriously. though i'm sure they came to their senses and stopped selling them.

oh yes, jason. curse you for saving me from a lifetime of meaningless sex. seriously, quit it. what happened happened.

well, i do believe you paid for them, so help youself, haha.

don't you have friends? and parents? i'm sure one of them has drank before. i mean it's not like classified information that you drink liquor then beer and drink water inbetween drinks and all that. and not a problem, because that sucks.

haha, yes. exactly. you can be the creepy old man in room 223 that hits on your nurses. it'll be the same as it is now, just add the creepy and the old. don't think i've never noticed. ;) you should get the brunette's number sometime. she liked you until she walked in on you with your tongue in my mouth, haha.

well you probably shouldn't have made it past twenty either, so why stop now? :)

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haha, youuuu're funny. if the store doesn't sell them then i'm sure i can find them online somewhere. you can buy anything online.

just because it happened doesn't make me feel any better about it.

hah, uh, no. i'll just slip them to dozer when you're not looking =D

well i'm sure one of them has drank before, too, but that doesn't mean we've talked about it. i mean, i'm sure my parents never really thought they'd have to teach me how to drink. "just in case you decide to get yourself trashed, this is how you do it." besides, i don't remember puking half of the time anyways.

=P what are you talking about? and which brunette? i really don't remember what any of the nurses looked like. mmm whatever painkillers they had me on were nothing compared to that, haha (: i don't even know what i was on for that week after the wreck, all i know is that i was kind of loopy. hahaha. i wonder if the pills they gave me were the same thing only not in liquid form... ugh, i don't even wanna think about that week. it sucked. other than the times when my tongue was in your mouth, all i remember was laying there in pain, though you really couldn't call the bed propped up like that laying... and being poked and prodded to make sure i wasn't still dying somehow.

haha well when you look at it that way... (: haha. and according to the people in the hospital, i shouldn't have made it past twenty two =P

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i certainly hope the internet fails you for a change.

i'm not saying it does. but i don't like to cry and sometimes that's the only thing that keeps me from it.

hey, that's not fair! he can do a lot worse damage than you can.

see, in my world that's a neccessary conversation to have. i figure my kids are going to try it, so i might as well tell them how not to look like you did the other night. =P and of course you don't remember. that's the beauty and utter misery of a hangover.

kind of loppy? no, you were majorly loopy. i mean you were you, but not normal you, haha. they made you all flirtatious, and not just with me, which is why i say that. even when i was snuggled up right next to you, you hit on one of them. it was quite funny, actually. but apparently that's normal with morphine. makes you all euphoric or whatever. and what else were we supposed to do? haha. hospitals are shockingly boring places. i was only there five or six hours a day and if you hadn't been there i probably would have lost it. i don't know how you stood it.

haha, see, it makes sense, right? haha, well, you haven't made it to twenty-three yet so hopefully they aren't right. :)

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